I love God moments. You know what I’m talking about. Those moments where you know it’s nobody but God orchestrating things.
Well, I had a God moment this past Tuesday. Every Tuesday, I meet with a group of friends, who help keep me accountable. We are able to share our ups and downs and all arounds. Well, this past Tuesday, I was able to share some thoughts that I had never expressed out loud. Mainly fears about my life. Expressing these thoughts made me vulnerable, but I was in a safe space. Of course my sisters rallied around me and prayed for me. By the end of the night, I felt lighter! I had new goals. God had worked some things out while I was with them, but it wasn’t until I got home that another divine conversation had to occur.
When I got home, one of my friends reached out further. As we explored my newly expressed emotions and thoughts, God began to reveal some things about me and also reminded me of some things that he had already asked me to do. I realized that while I was waiting on God, he was also waiting on me! Faith is an action. I hadn’t been exercising my faith as much as I could have been. I’d been sitting back in fear. God often calls us to things that we don’t feel qualified for…so that He can get the glory. God showed me something back in 2017 and through my mini meltdown and subsequent conversations, I realized that there were some things that God was waiting on me to do! He needed my obedience and my faith and he was reminding me loud and clear. And the great thing about it is, he had already shown me, in a dream, that that particular friend would help me uncover some things.
Although God is always working, we don’t always see and feel it. So, in those moments, talking to my friend, I saw God’s hand. It was clearly Him moving and working and caring about those things which concerned me. He was there, in His perfect timing!